Hey Y'all!
A year and some months ago, God delivered me from porn addiction. I felt so disgusted with myself. God only knows where I would've been. That was just a dark place in my life that I never want to go back to! I was so broken. I also had hatred, jealousy, and selfish ambition in my heart, and I was still calling myself a so called "Christian." I was a mean little thing.
How was I going to let God use me with all of that toxic stuff in my heart?
Romans 6:12-13 "Do not let sin control the way you live, do not give in to sinful desires. Do not let any part of your body become an instrument of evil to serve sin. Instead, give yourselves COMPLETELY to GOD, for you were dead, but now you have new life. So use your whole body as an instrument to do what is right for the glory of God!" NLT
I was letting sin control my life at the time. I let Satan rule over me other than the Holy Spirit! I was definitely on my way to Hell! I couldn't be an instrument for God by having hatred, impurity, or filthy addictions in my heart.
Until one day, I cried out to God saying, "God I don't want to feel this way anymore. Take everything that's not right in me AWAY! I want your Holy Spirit to just RULE in my life!" It didn't happen right away and that was because of me. It was definitely a process! I thought I was so deep in sin that God wouldn't use me! My friend I am here to tell you that God can still use you and He still loves you! Even when we are so deep in our dark toxic mess, He still can use YOU! You probably thinking how can He use me and I'm a homosexual, or how can He use me if I'm a murderer? My GOD can use anything or anybody! In 1 Corinthians 1:27-28 it states, "God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong NIV. He can do ANYTHING He wants to do! Paul is one of the many examples in the Bible . Paul was a persecutor and he was killing everyone that was believer but, God chose him to be an apostle, and one of the greatest apostles in the Bible!
I am so thankful that God has mercy on us! He's patient with us and He still love us even when we are so deep in our dark toxic mess! I'm so thankful that He doesn't give up on us! That's just wonderful y'all!! I love me some Jesus! Let's stop taking Jesus's Forgiveness for granted to please our sinful nature! Let's use our bodies to be an instrument to glorify God which equals EVERLASTING LIFE and not an instrument to satisfy this flesh which leads to HELL! Which instrument are you playing?!
I Love Y'all!
Romans 6:12-13 "Do not let sin control the way you live, do not give in to sinful desires. Do not let any part of your body become an instrument of evil to serve sin. Instead, give yourselves COMPLETELY to GOD, for you were dead, but now you have new life. So use your whole body as an instrument to do what is right for the glory of God!" NLT
I was letting sin control my life at the time. I let Satan rule over me other than the Holy Spirit! I was definitely on my way to Hell! I couldn't be an instrument for God by having hatred, impurity, or filthy addictions in my heart.
Until one day, I cried out to God saying, "God I don't want to feel this way anymore. Take everything that's not right in me AWAY! I want your Holy Spirit to just RULE in my life!" It didn't happen right away and that was because of me. It was definitely a process! I thought I was so deep in sin that God wouldn't use me! My friend I am here to tell you that God can still use you and He still loves you! Even when we are so deep in our dark toxic mess, He still can use YOU! You probably thinking how can He use me and I'm a homosexual, or how can He use me if I'm a murderer? My GOD can use anything or anybody! In 1 Corinthians 1:27-28 it states, "God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong NIV. He can do ANYTHING He wants to do! Paul is one of the many examples in the Bible . Paul was a persecutor and he was killing everyone that was believer but, God chose him to be an apostle, and one of the greatest apostles in the Bible!
I am so thankful that God has mercy on us! He's patient with us and He still love us even when we are so deep in our dark toxic mess! I'm so thankful that He doesn't give up on us! That's just wonderful y'all!! I love me some Jesus! Let's stop taking Jesus's Forgiveness for granted to please our sinful nature! Let's use our bodies to be an instrument to glorify God which equals EVERLASTING LIFE and not an instrument to satisfy this flesh which leads to HELL! Which instrument are you playing?!
I Love Y'all!
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-Leah Elizabeth-
